Wielding the Magickal Spell

I need to learn to mind my own business.

I know I should learn to mind my own business.

But what is that old adage? "Curiousity killed the cat."

I am the cat, and every once in a while, I feel like I'm dying inside.

Am I too possessive? Am I too jealous? Am I insecure?

Should I even worry?

I do.

I always do.

I always wonder if I am good enough. I always wonder if I am worth it. I always wonder if I am as beautiful and amazing as anyone else.

Sometimes I feel like I am. Other times, I know that I am not.

I need validation. Obvious things mean nothing to me. I want all of you or nothing at all. I want every piece and part of you. Mine. All mine.

I do not share. I do not concede.

Why would you think I ever would?

There is a long line to walk in this life; and I've only just started.